Ghost Tab par Badflower

#I do the strumming pattern as down-up-down-up *slap the uke* but I'm sure there are better methods

Intro: B G E A 2x

B                            G                E   A
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
B                           G                E   A                      
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
E                           G                          E   A
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
B                                 G                 E   A
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

Bm G E A 2x

Bm                           G                          Em  A
I tried it once before and I think I might have messed up
Bm                              G                         Em A
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
Bm                           G                   E   A
But maybe I'm alive 'cuz I didn't really wanna die
Bm                            G
But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Chorus:
Bm       G
Take the blade away from me
  E             A
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Bm            G                 E
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
A                    Bm                 G
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
  E                    A
I died to be the white ghost
       G              E
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

B G E A

Bm                              G                     E  A
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
Bm                                 G                       Em A
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
Bm                                     G                         Em A
And I should've told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
         Bm                           G                      E
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one

Chorus:
Bm       G
Take the blade away from me
  E             A
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Bm            G                 E
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
A                    Bm                 G
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
  E                    A
I died to be the white ghost
       G              Em           Bm
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

G Bm D A 2x
G Em

Bm
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
Bm
I should have left a letter but I had nothing to write about
Bm                                G                   Em  A
My blood is all around me; I get dizzy when I stand up
Bm                              G                       Em
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked


Chorus:
Bm       G
Take the blade away from me
  E             A
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Bm            G                 Em
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
A                    Bm                 G
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
  Em                    A
I died to be the white ghost
       G              Em           
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

Bm
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
G                   Em
(The man that I was meant to be)
Bm
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
G                   Em
(The man that I was meant to be)
Bm
I couldn't tell my mother 'mom, I love you,' I'm a bad son
     G                            Em
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one