Trauma Tabulatur von Boywithuke

[Intro]
D  A  F#m E6
[Verse 1]
D
Growing up, I never 
had a lot of money
A
Never had a phone, always 
was a little hungry
         F#m
Used to find it hard to sleep
When i could hear my 
mother sobbing
       E6
I was 10 back then,
 I didnt have a room
Had to buy used shoes
               A
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
                  F#m
And everytime I fell,
 I would blame it on myself
                    E6
Even if it was an accident
[Pre-Chorus]
  D                    A
Maybe, its not what I want
                      F#m
Oh, I've seen better days, 
                           E6
and the moment fcking sucks
      D                         A 
But I'll be damned if I don't stop,
                    F#m
 and, honestly, why not?
                     E6
When nobody gives a fck?
[Chorus]
                              D    A
Sometimes I just can't help myself
                   F#m    
I wanna give up trying and 
                  E6
start doing somеthing else
                            D    A
Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed
                    F#m    
I know it's in my mind, but
                       E6
 I think I need some help
[Verse 2]
                         D
Sometimes I just can’t help myself
I was an outcast
  A
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
  F#m
Too shy to talk about home
 E6
I always thought life was 
supposed to be cold
      D                 A
And, oh, I’ve been so lost
 without hope
 F#m
I got a window in my head,
 it’s a casket
 E6
You know I've been wishing
 I was dead, but I mask it
[Pre-Chorus]
   D                    A
Maybe, it's not what I want
                      F#m 
Oh, I've seen better days, 
                          E6
and the moment fcking sucks
              D    
But I'll be damned, 
if I don't stop,
                  F#m
 and, honestly, why not?
                     E6
When nobody gives a fck?
[Chorus]
                        D         A
Sometimes I just can't help myself
                   F#m    
I wanna give up trying and 
                   E6
start doing something else
                          D      A
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
                    F#m     
I know it's in my mind, but 
                     E6
I think I need some help

[Bridge]
              D
Because it’s all I know
            A
My hands around my throat
             F#m     
Pray that I won’t let 
                E6
go this time around
             D      
But every single time
                     A
 I try to shut my eyes
             F#m    
I see the reason why 
              E6
I’m not alone
[Chorus]
                   D
Sometimes I just can’t
                         D         A
Sometimes I just can't help myself
                  F#m     
I wanna give up trying and
                        E6
 start doing something else
                          D      A
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
                   F#m
I know it’s in my mind,
                            E6
 but I think I need some help
                               A
Sometimes I just can’t help myself